Malarkey it is.

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2010-02-08T04:01:00.000-08:00

I'VE MOVED.
HAHA.

2010-01-26T02:41:00.001-08:00

Peepos,im much more active in my tumblr blog instead of here alright which is why i rarely update here.

So go feast yourself over there.

(:

:D

2010-01-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

LET'S DO SOME BOOGIE-WOOGIE DANCEEEE!

How great.

2010-01-25T03:03:00.000-08:00

I didnt see that coming from you.
How blind was I,sheesh.

Oh nevertheless,I still have plenty more to worry about especially this darn diarrhoea of mine.grr.-.-

you gotta let me know.

2010-01-19T08:15:00.001-08:00

There isn't a need to prove me anything more cos I've seen it all.

All you need to do is just learn to comprehend cos Im hard to figure.

or are we dancers?

2010-01-15T06:02:00.000-08:00

How you made me feel secure by ensuring i wont ever fall.

pop-pa

2010-01-14T06:46:00.000-08:00

My poppa is a caring and generous old man but he tends to get naggy at times.
Nevertheless,I love him.

2009-12-05T04:09:00.000-08:00

You said move on,where do I go?

PROM NIGHT 09

2009-11-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

The rest of the pictures are in facebook.

Oh,and yesterday was a blast. :D

Theres this one video in amirah's blog,kiwawa aku btol peh mcm jantan.

-_______-" she's under my links.

2009-11-20T23:42:00.000-08:00

Hello Syafiq.
Im currently at Sakinah's house and you have not been replying my text message for the last hour.
I showed her all your pictures and I showed her your ex-girlfriend's profile.
Oh,one and only wife kapeeeeeeer hah.Then what does that mean huh?abeh aku ni ape kat sini?

I don't want to talk to you anymore ah.
I don't want to talk to you anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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2009-11-19T18:44:00.000-08:00

Prom Night : coming reaaaaaaal soon.
which coincidentally falls on the same day with 10 monthsery. -.-"

I guess Im all set and ready for Prom.Iv got all my stuffs and I wanna say a huge thank you-s to Ikhwan,Amirah and Sakinah.<3
So yesterday myself,Amirah and Ikhwan went shopping and i treated Ikhwan to his dinner meal since he has helped me plenty for my Prom stuffs.(: Anyhoos,after that myself and Amirah headed down to Jurong to get her ka-ching so I thought along the way maybe we can slot in teeny-weeny time to meet sfq.Izuan coincidentally called me also whilst im on my way to jurong.kiwawa,mcm tau je aku nk turon kau peh area.I decided not to answer because if I did and he hears the background saying,"Jurong East" he would have definitely pestered me to visit his firepost which i really do not want to.-____-"I was certainly flustered when Sfq said he couldnt make it cos his pretty worn out blablabla.However soonafter,silently i thanked him for not being able to make it cos if i were to meet him,i definitely would have reached home at around 12 plus and i certainly do not want to infuriate poppa and momma by coming home that late.

I immediately put on my dress when I reached home and matched it with my shoes and other accesories.I look like a drag queen. -__-
Again,Izuan then called and I answered for the sake of not wanting him to keep calling.And Atiqkah called me after that and we had a pretty good one hour conversation.haha,and dont worry ill get back to you asap babe.

Apparently,kakak called me during lunch awhile ago and thank you v much love,for telling off that moron for me.Prasantan je tuh jantan eh kak.giler peh org.thanks thanks thanks babe!

-
some random convo i remembered last time with my friend.I cant recall who though.

You : Lira,ruler pls.
Myself : Kay kay,hahaha aku hari2 bwk.its a must whenever i go out.
You : uhhh,okay.
Myself : Nah amek.
You : Ni ape?
Myself : Gule lah.kau kan mintak.
You : Aku mintak ruler bukan gule.
Myself : OOOHHHH!

another one with syafiqah -

You : Lira,lawa eh dress tuh.
Myself : ah ah.
You : kau bleh tanyekn brpe?
Myself : Yg mane?
You : Lah,yg tdi aku ckp lawa lah.
Myself : Mane ah?
You : Lahhhh kau ni eh.
Myself : heh,actually aku tk nmpk luh.mate aku kan potek.
You : pakai lah specs!

Another one with yuyun-

You : Blabalabala,kau phm tk ape aku bbl?
Myself : phm ah phm.
You : Abeh kau rase ape aku patot uat ah?
Myself : Ahhh kau leh explain lagy tk?aku tk phm.
You : Liraaaa!
Myself : sorry sorry!

Another one with my in-charge -

You : Blablablabla,you must photocopy the original then staple it to the cheque.Then the photocopied one you punchole......
Myself : O.O
You : You understand?why your face so blur?
Myself : No.Can you say it slowly?
You : -.- you ah,aiyo.
Myself : hehehe.

There are times when she explained to me but i didnt understand till she said,"aiyah nvm.i do myself."
LOL.but she's very patient with me uh and can easily spot out when i do and do not comprehend.<3

see how sill-willy-billy i can get. -___________-"
i can understand things but i cant absorb all in one shot.im a very slow-mlow noob uh.

super random

2009-11-18T01:29:00.000-08:00

Let's do the boogie-woogie dance!

random.

2009-11-16T22:20:00.000-08:00

I wanna watch a movie with my mother.
I've never watched a movie with her whilst my friends have done it countless of times.

):

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2009-11-15T21:26:00.000-08:00

my morning today - kecoh.

Myself and Ikhwan were waiting for the mrt at yishun otw to work when I suddenly spotted a guy whom walked to our direction and he looked so familiar cos Iv seen him in pictures.Apelagy kluarkn phone and mhy hands were trembling as I dialled his number.It feels queer to talk to him on the phone cos I seem to hear same double voices.One was in the speaker and the other,his voice right behind me.

Myself - Hey,where are you?
You - At the mrt.Why?
Myself - O.O

So I turned around and managed a weak smile at him because I was trembling all over.
Like me,I think he was quite unsure how to react as well cos it's been some time since we contacted.
Yeah,It's always me avoiding what else. -)__(-
What a coincidence eh.hahaha.
& you went,"Finally nampak.."
4 tahon eh Afif,4 tahon.tkde org laen boleh menang yr spot.hahahaha. :D

-

I watched Paranormal Activity last Saturday and I didnt manage to get a good sleep that night.
It seemed real though it was directed and the scenes kept playing in my mind and I kept waking my brother up and poor him,I held his hands tightly and I didnt wanna let it go.My poppa even had to wake up at 4am just to accompany and watched as I doze off to sleep.That bad huh?Hais.

& lastly,
My mum's being a real bitch and her daughter already turns into a whore.
tsktsktsk.

ha-choo.

2009-11-12T21:18:00.000-08:00

I love Muhammad Syafiq Bin Rahmad v v v much oh yes,I swear to God I really do.

He makes me jumpy/excited and ill turn all hyped up till i can dance like a chicken.

& I never felt like this in any relationship i've been into,mind you.

I think if i were to lose him,Im gonna have swollen eyes and ill be needing tons of tissue packets.

one :

so yesterday i bumped into kak Natasha and we were talking about one queer uncle.

then she suddenly asked me.

you : your the one yg naek motor kan slalu?

me : ( O.O and the you-got-to-be-kidding-me face) NOOOO!absolutely not.

you : hahaha!i thought your the one.

me : -_________________________________-"

two :

I would like to thank the indian uncle whom saved me!geeweez.

Kay what actually happened - there was this one huge i dont know,some kind of bee or wasp? sticking onto the lift entrance.

i was like =X and I dared not go into the lift cos that thing is so huge.

The uncle coincidentally wanted to get into the lift and he saw my fearful expression.

He was so cool,he just swiftly grabbed hold of that insect and threw it away.

I was awed and I gave him a sweet which he gladly ate it. :D

three :

I tried talking around again to my momma regarding the necklace.
the answer remains the same : no.
-_________-"
She said she will get for me one,those 20 dollar kind of necklace.
But I told her it's alright,I only wanted those costly silver necklace at those jewellery shops.
I dont f care what design or what I just want any one of it so bad Ill run 10 rounds for it.
Not that Im being a spoiltbrat but for just once,I want something really ______ ..i dont know to fill it in.-.-
My pay wont be able to cover for it cos I need to save it for so many things,sheesh.

ohhhhhhhh,maybe when Im older. ):
You bad momma.

four :

Never say never -the fray , and Look After You - the fray
is why i got so emotional yesterday till I cried.-.-

I love The Fray.They produce good music which makes me cry like a mad woman whom just lost her pet cat.
Nevertheless,they're good.

five :

I'm having a really bad flu and here i am,stuffing myself with lots of fish crackers/milo/tea.
Bye.

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2009-11-11T21:23:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Amirul Rosli. :D
& sorry for not being able to join you and your mates for the movie.
oh and the moron mrt pervert incident isnt funny okay!
-________-

what?

2009-11-10T19:19:00.000-08:00

I chatted with Dan whilst i was working just now.it has been an eternity since I last talked to him.
I recently bumped into him at the coffeeshop though,my oh my how your brother has grown.
still loving prawns eh?lol.
So i logged into msn and he tegor-ed.
I was tickled several times cos some parts of the conversations were lame yet hilarious.

Lira Mixymo. says:
eh beh yg dulu kau keja pat hotel ehk?
Danny says:
aah
Danny says:
waiter/kitchen boy
Danny says:
mcm siak
Danny says:
lol
Danny says:
/lorry boy-.-"
Danny says:
lol
Lira Mixymo. says:
hahahah
Lira Mixymo. says:
lorry boy?!
Lira Mixymo. says:
ape case?
Lira Mixymo. says:
hahahahha!
Danny says:
aku tukong load lorry/ddk pat tempat blakang die tu-.-mcm siak oi
Danny says:
panas giler bab
Lira Mixymo. says:
HAHAHAHHAHA!
Lira Mixymo. says:
kekek siol
Lira Mixymo. says:
hahahahhaa
Lira Mixymo. says:
i thought ade angin?
Danny says:
entah orang die tk on ah tu
Danny says:
the thing tutop abes giler
Danny says:
lol
Lira Mixymo. says:
hahahhahaha!
Lira Mixymo. says:
kesian uh
Lira Mixymo. says:
barang2 yg kau kena angkat mcm ape uh?
Danny says:
meja
Danny says:
chairs
Danny says:
air
Danny says:
mcm2 uh
Lira Mixymo. says:
maot
Lira Mixymo. says:
berat uhhhh
Danny says:
tau tkpe-.-
Danny says:
tangan aku teros besar seh

-______________- (it got me cracking out loud though.)

second part - i was telling him what may be the toughest part of the job?(actually it isnt bad luh.)

Lira Mixymo. says:
kay aku rase paling rabak
Lira Mixymo. says:
kau kena bwk turon luggage full of documents
Lira Mixymo. says:
from lvl 11 to lvl 3
Danny says:
ade lift?
Lira Mixymo. says:
tpi ade lift lah so nt to worry
Danny says:
lmao
Danny says:
kejer jantan tuh
Danny says:
so no probs
Lira Mixymo. says:
yer tu mmg kejer jantan
Lira Mixymo. says:
tapi kdg2 drg suro ppn buat
Lira Mixymo. says:
lol
Danny says:
HAHA
Danny says:
dorang tgk korang kental sngt agaknye
Danny says:
nk tough kan siket
Lira Mixymo. says:
hahahhaha!
Lira Mixymo. says:
butoooh!

lols.Izuan wanted to be a part-time here and he requested me to try asking if theres any vacancy for him.
I wasnt keen with the idea cos I feel 'trapped' if his working with me.
I had a soft spot for him though cos he desperately needed money to pay for his car stuffs.
He told me his NS pay isnt sufficient which is why he needed money urgently.
So i've decided - Nomes,Im gonna lie to him and say there isnt any vacany. (:
Because him being here means : I have to face him most of the time.
plus his gonna keep insisting on sending me home and i definitely wouldnt like that.-.-"
Oh and I wouldnt want people to have the misconception that Im his girlf.

However,I want Dan to work with me!:D
Better confirm fast okaaay!
Then I will have someone alighting at the same station as me,MARSILING!
hurhur.
He certainly made my morning a pleasant one.

So yesterdaaaay,someone texted so i called him just to ensure.
He wasnt pleased when i told him im coming home late in the morning till he even said,"this isnt a laughing matter."
i was like whaaaaaaaat?-_____-" obviously i was pretty pretty furious and it dampened my mood all the way ahkay.
In my mind I was like,"you want me to be serious,i will give you serious business here mister."

But in the end,I didnt wanna upset him so I stayed over at amirah's place.
Even informed him though but no reply till now.

I'll feel so irritated with myself.
One moment Im really really furious with him,maki satu bakol and I pledge to myself not to reply his text messages.
& the next thing I know,I'll be cooling down and for goodness sake,I'll miss him plenty.*smacks forehead.
bloody hell,I can't resist the temptation and i replied.
I tried putting my phone somewhere far from me whenever he texts and few moments later,I'll run to my phone and reply.
Im sick maaaaaan/I need to get a hold of myself and Yuyun,i know your reading this and laughing so just shut up.hahaha.
She's gonna give me special therapy to control myself,thank you very much ah babe.

Geez.Sometimes I wish I was the old back self whereby I wouldnt bother/have any concern towards these kinda things.
But I guess every little bits now gets my attention and i hate it now that Im sensitive to whatever your up to or say towards me.
Correction - very sensitive

Believe me,I was such in a terrible mood that the next few answered phone calls,they receive constant vituperations and shoutings from me.
heh,really sorry okay people.=X

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2009-11-09T19:20:00.000-08:00

I was on the verge of crying yesterday whilst i was on my way back home.
I boarded the mrt after work and after a few stations,in came a malay man around his thirties.
I didnt suspect anything though cos i thought he was jus like any other normal passengers.

However,I soon began to notice him staring at me up and down for a long time.
For goodness sake i was in loose pants and a shirt.nothing revealing at all and my clothes werent even tight.
I guess the scariest part was when he suddenly moved over and stood right beside me.
I swore I saw him licking his lips and making that kind of sound as if you want to eat that particular person.
He even whistled to get my attention but I tried looking away.
So the mrt i was boarding terminated at yishun henceforth,we had to alight.
I immediately walked as fast as I could,far far away from him.

I was on the verge of crying and my hands were shaky when I saw him tailing right behind and giving me that devious smile.
It wasnt until I stood close beside a young man,to send a message to that creepo -
"look here moron.he is my 'boyfriend-for-the-moment' ."

It was definitely a creepy experience.

-

2009-11-08T22:10:00.000-08:00

I give up hoping/waiting.
& It doesn't matter anymore.
I've been patient enough though.
& Patience is never in my dictionary.

I don't know if it's me or you.
Plus,if you think it's funny making me feel like this then im sorry mister,you are very wrong.
& Don't worry,i aint pushing you or what but im merely letting out my feelings alright.

-i suck big time at relationships but i still have the heart to love someone.
-______-

2009-11-04T00:13:00.000-08:00

People often mistook us as - couple or siblings.

We are good friends lah dey. -___-"

These photos were taken during lunch yesterday.haha.

some of the photos were snapped at POSB bank. -____-"

sakinah specially turon jumpe kite for lunch,sayang dier.<3

my in-charge,left me something at my desk when i came back from lunch.

its a huge plastic beh check2,a big packet of keropok.

i was like LOL!cute sia.

then when she came back from lunch,she told me this.

"i saw the halal logo sign so i buy for you."

bcos usually whatever pops into her mouth aint halal so she is unable to offer me some.

kay ni lagy satu,sayang dier.<3

sleep you pig! -.-

2009-11-02T22:51:00.000-08:00

ONE DOLLAR COIN & CASHCARD.

I just met her yesterday and now im very excited/looking forward to meeting her next week.

-_________-"

I've deleted my private blog.

This means - iv grown out from you ex-boyfriend.

& Not to worry honey,you won't be receiving any lovesick text messages from me anymore cos frankly speaking,iv many more people whom craves for my attention.

genie,grant me this wish please.

2009-11-01T20:18:00.000-08:00

im ravenously hungry right now.
for goodness sake,Lira Nadiah Binte Badrulhisham. i had a meal of rice for my breakfast at 7am.

im was deep in sobriety yesterday.
i told momma i really wanted a necklace for my ownself - those costly silvery kind of necklace.
but i was saddened cos my pay wont be able to cover up for me to get myself a necklace.
momma said to wait until i have my own stable job.brape lame siol nk tgu.
-__________-
geeweez.i dont know why but ill feel like a young lady if i have my own real necklace.
my brother told me to go get one at those machines whereby you have to slot in a dollar inside.butoh uh kau.

urh,nevermind.forget about it Lira.
you dont even look like a girl let alone act like one.

2009-10-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

I dont want to talk to you.
org suro blg,tknk kan.
how am i supposed to know,you never tell me per sia.
urrrh,geram ahkay.

i tknk bbl ngn you uhhhhhhhhhhh.

oi.

2009-10-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

Just in case you haven't realise,I am very much confused here.
I dont know what the sam hill is going on/what's up with you.
I honestly wish you could be more perspicuous cos i find you hard to figure.
& sorry,but you force me to do this.

current mood : lugubrious.

proot proot.

2009-10-26T22:40:00.000-07:00

im at work.
& boy oh boy,i really do need to fart thanks to the nasi padang i ate.

did i ever mention that i've recorded my unique bubble fart in my handphone?

-momma brought back some beautiful skirts just for me.thank yoooooou fat momma. ;D

conversation with momma ytd night.

momma : tdi pon ade sluar lawar2 tau.
myself : abeh asl tk amek?
momma : bontot kau tu dh lah besar,mane muat.
myself : -________-
momma : tpi ade satu ni ah aku bwk kan alek utk kau.
myself : O.O
myself : asl sluar mcm construction worker nye?
momma : kau gi kuruskan badan laaah.
myself : hais.

hi.

2009-10-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

i wonder when is sfq coming back.
i dont know if it's me,being the impatient one until his poppa texted me.
wah lao wey.padan muke kau uh Lira,pandai2 kasi miss call.
I even thought i saw him in the mrt and i actually smiled at him plus tersengih2 to myself & a 'heeeehooheeeehooo' came out from my camel-mouth like a stupid donkey.
it was until my friend gave me a wake-up call,"i thought dier tkde kat spore?"
mampos. -____-

aint my fault right?that guy really resembles him uh.=X

& to syirah,just shut it will you?
i very well know your M.O :D

back.

2009-10-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

Finally im updating.
comp breakdown and momma is planning to get a new one provided if i do well in my examinations.
currently at work now,have my own desk and comp..so apelagy,pakai je lah.lol.
wyzy wants to pick me up from work today but no cant do cos id much rather prefer to travel back abode by mrt than motor.
he insisted though cos he very well knows how worn out am i right now.nevertheless,no means no kay.thank you anyway.(:

i have a special date with my beauuuutiful girls next friday night. ;D
see you peepos soon yeah.huhuh,tk sabar uh siol.

?

2009-09-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

First and very foremost : I finally got Sfq back.& to think it was just a plan all along huh?-.-

-I'm ravenously hungry now.
-I miss Kak Qitty very much.
-School was mundane today.
-Mr Goh gave me a wake-up call by reminding me to start revising on physics.=S

A reminder to you : I'm not that girl whom still holds strongly onto her past anymore.I've given up on waiting for the 'impossible' to come true.I'm moving on and I'm thankful of what I have now.

loves

2009-09-02T01:27:00.000-07:00

What's vital for now.

2009-08-29T00:02:00.000-07:00

My N levels is coming.
& Im gonna be super de duper busy.

2009-08-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

on that following day,we actually have our chemistry exam and this was how we studied -_-''

it takes time.

2009-08-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

You found me.

selfish

2009-08-08T19:18:00.000-07:00

Nyla's fatuity landed on an innocent lad.That's what makes my life so fucking fantastic.

issues.

2009-08-08T02:56:00.000-07:00

Smoking his last cigarette,I lay on the floor.

Please dont leave me.

2009-08-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

I always say how i dont need you.

hi.

2009-07-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

; I recently just did the most stupidest thing in my life.

I totally regret it & im struggling,but i guess now i'll manage fine.

Tsk & surprisingly,she wasn't like what i expected for the past two years.

She gave me courage and support - that's all i need.

& to think it came from her was totally unexpected.Thanks dear lady.(:

to ngee ann poly.

2009-07-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

To top it all off,i think his cute.;D
He look better in real life though rather than in this picture.

& oh,thank you for the wonderful day peepos.(:

outoutout.

2009-07-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

Amirah: *burps and covers mouth instantly*
lira: mulut kau mcm ade bau tak?

Amirah: a'ah eh.. mcm busuk gitu
lira: same ah
Amirah: aku mcm takut nk bbual ngn kau sbb aku takut mulut aku bau
lira: same ah!
*both laughed while covering mouth*
in both minds: aku rase kalau aku tutup mulut dia takkan bau kan

fyi,we actually ate garlic seaweed.-___________-

i should have bought the roasted chicken seaweed instead cos seriously,my breath/teeth/tongue stank.
REMINDER TO ALL : Do not,i repeat,DO NOT eat garlic seaweed without sweets for backup.
ESPECIALLY,when your meeting your other half later on.

.

2009-06-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

My momma,believe it or not. -__________-

Thank you for the wonderful time people. ;D

Btw,i'll probably not update for awhile cos my bestest brother damaged the keyboard.
Best eh?-_______-

2009-06-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

goodbye.

2009-06-13T18:31:00.000-07:00

Nyla is the best and one of my best whoring partners.chey!:D
Ohhh yes,meetup pretty pretty soon right babe along with the others?
I love you people v v v v v v v v v much.

-

Was on facebook and i checked out my mat & minahrep name.
F pathetic siaaa : Titit kecyk.
-_____________________-

-

2009-06-10T03:56:00.000-07:00

I wanna thank that hot lad whom took me out for a spin at night on his motorcycle.
He promised me he will give me another ride and his cheeky enough to joke and say,
" tapi tgk luh kalau minyak tk habes."

& I'm off to Sentosa tomorrow.;D

Super random yo. - That someone is head over heels for taiwanese girls and he texts tons of them while doing his duty in the jungle till his international prepaid ran low and ignores me for four whole days.
baek sungguh.-.-

My momma told this to my auntie -

Momma : eh kau taaaaaau.ade commando ni nk anak aku uh.
Auntie : mcm mane rupe orgnye?
Momma : Okay lah.kerja bagos.tapi aku tgk gamba dier,asyek posing duduk je.Aku kalau boleh nk tgk gamba full pic dier diri.
{stands up and imitated how he posed}
Auntie : Tinggi orangnye?
Momma : Tak rase.Aku suke kalau laki tuh tinggi.
Auntie : Commando tu umor bape?
Momma : Si commando tu umor 20.
Auntie : Commando gaji besar eh?
Momma : Agaknye kot?kate commando?"
Auntie : Commando tu ade kereta?
Momma : Tk.Aku kalau boleh nk dier ade kereta.Kan senang nanti nk amek anak aku dari kerja ke ape.kalau tk merayap je ngn jantan laen.bukan aku tk tahu si gatal ni.

Myself,interrupting :
Can you just stop all this poppycock conversations?Please.
{rolling my eyes and played games on the psp to distract myself.}

-______________________________________-

Edited 1102pm :

How infuriating.Do you even think twice before deciding to talk about sex with me?& Mister,it's funny how you do know it's gonna tick me off and yet,you still do wanna talk about it.Like hello/yoooohoooo - thing is,we barely know each other and there you go,asking me those related kinda stuffs.& who the sam hill gives a damn if you wanna see naked women?And yes,i can't help but to give you a piece of my mind.

Do i even seem to care that your pissed off with me?
Hell no,baby.You deserve that.

2009-06-05T03:01:00.000-07:00

I had a great time yesterday.Planned to do art but tsk,captured pictures instead.You guys should watch our lunatic videos.Sadly,Myra didnt upload the 'Allaaaaaah' video.That really got me laughing hard.& Myra momma's cooking was fantastic.

I texted { } and we both cracked up seeing his noobie replied text messages.I can't wait to tell her the rest of the text messages.Myra,dier btol2 tk sadar diri woi.I didnt go for the art camp so i guess that will have to wait till Monday.):

Finally met hot girlfs/boyfs recently since it's the holidays and i cant wait to meetup with them again pretty pretty soon for the event.yey.;D

& probably meeting with Amira and Syazza around the 3rd week?

Rindu krg gileee bab kay.):Texted Watita and she said she'll try her best.

If you happen to read this Watita,you mustmustmust make it.<3

Lastly,Didi and Azy commented that my eyes are getting smaller.

Just shutup okay.zzz.Wait till i get my hands on you two next week.

Edited : Read Amira love's blog and im super glad she knows who im drastically in love with.None other than Nero Bellum!heee.woah mir,aku tk blg kau,dgn sendirinye pon dh kau tau ehhh.sayang kau.<3

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2009-06-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

You had sex with bitches in hotels.
You drank like there's no tomorrow.

So why now do you come crawling back to me?
Oh,please do go on and bonk with other girls.
Your physical outlooks is simply alluring but dear,you took advantage of it.
& what a reason you gave me mister ; that i ain't in your life and you were lost?
lost in where?outerspace huh mister?
Get a good grip of yourself dude and listen up well.

Stop calling.
Stop texting.
Stop finding.

Meeting loved ones at 9pm later.
Thank goodness,the least it can do is to distract myself from you.tsk.

(

2009-06-02T03:45:00.000-07:00

I decorated Myra with little bits of bluetacks.
I sneezed in a way that got Filyanna & Shann laughing.
Shann & Bella thought the coffee ice-blended bbt was great which for me isnt.-_____-

& Mr Jayjayjetplane said my colouring reminds him of a girl he thought 3 years ago whom died of cancer.uhhh,okaaaay.

Art turned out pretty alright ; not as dreadful as i thought it would be.

i.

2009-06-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

School - Met Aliya & Nyla :D - Home - Woodlands Centre Road - Home.

Malay paper was done atrociously.Thank God momma is supportive and she encouraged me to re-take my malay paper if the result isnt satisfactory.After school received several miss calls from Aliya asking me to rush my ass quick.Both of them were such sweethearts to wait for me for more than 30 minutes ; they didnt know what time does my paper ends.and anyhoos,sayang krg banyak2.<3

Went back home,changed and to woodlands centre road we headed to.It seemed like i kept bumping into people that i know over there.Firstly,I was looking around at the handphone display with my momma and bro.Then i sensed someone's looking at me.i turned and saw two gundus - Riduan & Imran standing imitating Raffles's pose and grinning at me.
-____- paiseh ahkay then i immediately looked at the other direction.& this is the second time i've been bumping into these two baffoons.zzz. Okay,so then i saw Amore at the food court.& soonafter,i saw Danial G.again super paiseh ahkay,aiyo.whoop-dee-doo on the way back home i thought i saw Ali with a girl but i aint so sure.(okay atiqkah don't give that look)

Muya,terribly sorry for leaving you just now.And yes,thank you for informing me about the watermelon and kiwi ice-blended bbt.& goodness,you do like to compliment about yourself huh.daredevil lah,unique lah,ape saje.zzz.hahaha,mcm phm lah kau eh.

-Imran tk perlu eh nk text aku gitu mcm.cb uh.

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2009-05-30T03:32:00.000-07:00

Private blog - Updated.

I'm terribly sorry for not replying your text messages,people.
Rest assured,I finally top-uped - & soon to be of low value,tsk.

I told you so :

Things will not work out between us.
I am mightily perturbed to have you clinging all around me.
I ain't your Miss You-are-so-special.
Please just move on.
I've better things to do.

-

"Thanks 4 the add."

Excuse me.To the guys at tagged,i am the kind of person whom will not waste my time searching out for guys' profiles and adding them up.I hope not to see anymore "Thanks for the add." because hey Mister,i couldnt care much less to add you up.So please watch what your saying.
& use the slightest basic correct grammar usage,please.some of you typed in a way that confuses me cos i practically can't get myself to comprehend what the sam hill your blabbering about.I have reasons as to why I didnt respond to you.It's either I find you as a person whom possesses a balderdash attitude or your typing simply turns me off,thank you very much.

-

I am truely bothered with my English marks for my mid-year examination.For goodness sake,59.5%?I feel like squeezing out my eyeballs with some kind of utensil and use it as a main ingredient for some kinda soup,damn.Plus,i need to super de duper buckup for my Maths & Science.& Thanks to Mr Edward,i finally passed my Literature.Hell yeaaaah.

And as for now,I'm stuck with my Andalus project which I've yet to complete.Goodbye.

P.S I dearly miss my twin,Lira Nadiah.

poppycock.

2009-05-27T19:41:00.000-07:00

I completely made a fool out of myself,tsk.
I really do regret on what I've done ; I just lowered my pride by doing so.

Lira,get a life will you?

May babies.

2009-05-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

From going zzzzz/yawning more than 5 times to - Freshly woken up
Special thanks to that whoooooooooo,which simply blown me away.
Let that happen again pretty please.):
Sakinah kept gaving me that -________- look though.

AMIRA BINTE TORIMAN<3>Kay,I read your blog and yesyesyes!June Holidays is a mustmustmust to meetup.Perhaps in the second week or smth,yeah?I miss you f tons too ): and i've got plenty of things to update you.Oh and your birthday is coming soon huh?I'll make sure I'm the first to wish you,chewah.

Oh and Watita!I do hope you receive my wish text message.I'm just afraid your not using that number anymore since you've got more than a hundred kind of numbers,zzz.Aku tau nk jumpe kau skit peh susah so puas hati lepas kau peh O'levels sudah lah eh.-_______-

Oh and Atiqkah!
Present kau,tunggu jap lah ye.Bile holiday aku kasi kau.(:

Hais,banyak nye birthday manusia-manusia bile bulan May.

& not to forget!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POP-PA!=D
your turning 43,becoming more of an old maaaan.Anyhoos,I doubt you'll be reading this but whatever.-________- i love you pop-pa eventhough you stink at times.& i am dreadfully sorry for not making you proud of me and always coming back home late at night.-.-

Btw people - My prepaid has a pathetic zero value in it so don't bother calling me.

Kay gogogogo private blog people!

..

2009-05-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

Private blog - Updated.

So much to do,so little time.

you and i both.

2009-05-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

Boy,you and i both know that we are competing each other in this.& I can't stand it when you gave me that beaming 'victory' smile of yours and looking at me straight in the eye.Nonono,I must do something about this.You are my friend but at the same time,my greatest enemy concerning this.You somehow motivate me in wanting to do better than you.I shan't let you win,I'll work hard for this,boy.I'll work hard.

I've been having trouble with my comp just now and theres another problem adding to that which i shall not mention.It really do irates me alright.Oh and whilst me and Sakinah were heading to a shopping mall at Yishun,this was what happened.

Girl with a voice exactly like a duck (i'm sorry but i can't help it) : Kau dh tau aku suke maki kan,beh asl?
{pointing finger at the guy and tryna shake her shoulders-kirekn kuat ah gitu}
Guy : Tried to protest but judging by his face,it was as if he can't really be bothered by it.

Girlsgirlsgirls,tsk.Please ahkay.Imagine if the guy gave you one punch right in the face,tau plak nk nangis,merayu.& not to say that im so much of a mature person but seriously.Think before you act.Don't spoil the image of the female society cos girl,you are still immature and i doubt you hardly realise whatever you are doing-it was as if you are making a fool out of yourself.Wake up girl.

Currently chatting in a combined conversation with sharul,syohir & hadi.
They are really comical uh,lol.& They're making fun of my name -Lira jadi Lire lah,Lore,Lontong.-________________-

I'm meeting both Amalina and Sakinah tomorrow,yey can't wait.Oh and Sakinah,muke kau tk basi lah,maen2 je.lol.& your haircut looks super good on you.(:Goodbye readers.

2009-05-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

Hellohellohello people.
Finally I'm back huh?
My exams are oveeeeeer & mengikut firasat saya,saya akan gagal dalam setiap mata pelajaran kecuali Bahasa Inggeris & Melayu.
Mlayu maot eh aku?
I slept at 4am today thanks to Artttttttt.It was disastrous,i even had my momma to trace for me the drawings.-______-

So anyhoos,today after school i spent my day by watching two movies at Sakinah's abode.Finally met her after several days not seeing her basi face.lol,jkjk.Kept texting me "imy ah dok" ,chey.Tau ah kau dah lesbo.hahahah,jkjk.& I'm gonna prove to her that I can also do jumpstyle just like her friend.-__________- Apparently,i kinda practised a little in my room but after just a short while,i got worned out and gave up.zzz.Oh yeah,and remember I'll be speechless if you manage to seize that Woodlander.I'll be out of words till i can't speak for 1 hour.I have to watch American Idol.Not that i want to but Sakinah kept pestering me to watch it to see that Elvis Presley.I've gotta admit,he has got sexy eyes though.Rumours say his gay,lol.

Tonight my whole family is gonna tune in to MJ12.Momma chickened out,I'm not surprised.I'm planning to wake up at 2pm tomorrow and i've already informed my momma not to disturb me.

SAKINAH,NI VIDEO JEPUN KELAKAR GILE YG AKU CKP THAT TIME.WATCH UNTIL THE END-ENDING DIER LAGI MAOT.ENJOY KAY PEOPLE.=D

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2009-05-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

Boysboysboys.

2009-05-16T08:16:00.001-07:00

Lira sucks at her algebra,even the basic ones.

2009-05-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

LIRA NADIAH'S BUSY WITH MYE, SAKINAH HERE! SHE LOVES MARS, SHE DOESNT. SHE LOVES, MARS SHE DOESNT? BUT I KNOW I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU(:

2009-05-09T08:27:00.001-07:00

Yooooooo, Sakinah here. I'm currently waiting for someone so i shall update Lira's blog for her since i've promised her. Sorry for the late update, Keks! Lira's ill, really ill. I did visit her yesterday cause she hadnt attend school for two days. It's definitely a bore without her around. So i hope you'll get well soon asap. Oh, and her prepaid is currently low, jiwe with her mars boyfriend (: Though i know that you may be falling for your junior, please please please.. i hope you'll reconsider about being with him. I just find him _______. :Z And yes, you have to remember MARS. How can you give up?! You can finally put your mind at ease eh since you know that his prepaid is low and that's the reason why he doesnt reply to your text messages. So be patient and as long as you try, i'm sure you'll make it through. MARSSSSSSS! Okay, boredem's really killing me. Boy, mane kau?! Haiz. :(((((((

2009-05-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

My greetings to the awesome readers of this blog! i'm honoured to be the one posting today on the behalf of my dearest pal, Lira Nadiah.

1) LIRA NADIAH'S MIA-ING
2) LIRA NADIAH MAY BE CHANGING HER BLOG URL FOR SOME PERSONAL REASONS

Please do not worry, i assure you that she's doing fine. She's just taking a break, probably mugging for mye. Hahaha! I shall get going now, xoxoxo F's! ;j

PS I'M GONNA STEAL STEAL STEAL YOUR HEART :)

school.

2009-04-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

I remembered something which happened yesterday in class.
Darwin,Sharul,Hudzko,Hadi & Haziq were sitting behind me and they were being their usual joker self.

Hudzko,Sharul,Hadi & Haziq teamed up against Darwin to create tension between myself and him.They accused Darwin of always talking about my rear end which obviously irated me at first.But in the end,i managed to see the clear picture which was,they were just making up stories.Darwin was trying his best to convince me he wasn't the one whom said it.He even got Azizi as his back-up partner.Hahah.I had a good laugh remembering how Darwin's reaction looked like.

& Mdm Haslina finally came back to school after being absent for 2 weeks.yeaaaaaaaaay!She was cute uh,she came to class grinning.I reckoned she was elated to be finally teaching us again.& we are delighted as well.I love her teaching eventhough she's firm.((:

After school,Atiqkah is sucha a dear to use her money to buy bubble tea since i was complaining that i was thirsty.=x Khairi followed and we saw his ex waiting for him outside school.Khairi is such an ass to immediately make up excuses saying he wasn't free.Hahaha!Myself and Atiqkah were teasing him regarding his ex along with his friend whom later joined us.Oh and btw,my Dora the Explorer file is cute okay,Mister.

I need my curve ruler back but i'm afraid to ask it from you.
I do not want to disturb you since you already have a life on your own.
I do not want our text messages to go wrong again which resulted in making me shedding tears.

Private blog - Updated.
Some of you have been asking me if this blog is a new one?
fyi,this private blog of mine is my blog which i've been using last year and i've invited several people to read it.
I have deleted some of you people whom i felt need not know regarding my inner feelings over some issues.I'm very sorry.

mirror into the past.

2009-04-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

Muhammad Khair Abdillah,
I do not know why but you've been around in my mind alot lately.

I miss getting those poems you used to send me.
I miss having you to scream the hell out of me whenever you're pissed.
I miss our daily conversations on the phone.
I miss trying to make an eye contact with you and you knew im abashed at having an eye-to-eye contact.
I miss getting easily green with envy when you talk about other girls.
I miss hearing your riddles and jokes.
I miss being controlled by you.
I miss being v v v v comfortable with the guy whom i really love.
I miss walking to school with you every single day.
I miss your touch.
I miss our squabbles over the slightest things.

Lastly,i miss being your girlfriend.

It's been more than 5 months since you left me.
I terribly miss you,yes i do.
I really wonder how could you seem to easily get over all of this at such a short period of time.
I wish I am able to exhange myself to the past just to be better for you.
I'll give up anything just to exchange that even for just 5 minutes.
& deep down,i knew there is no way we can be together again judging by your strong determination in wanting me out of your life.

I can't help but to break down right now.
Someone please help me get over you.

HOHO.

2009-04-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Current mood-Itchy
Private blog-Updated later.

I changed my blogskin 3 times in a row just now and finally landed to this blogskin.Yes people,it is the same skin used in my private blog as well.

I sat beside Atiqkah for awhile at the parade square during the morning assembly and i said this to her.

Myself : "Menurut firasat aku,niari Sakinah tk dtg."
Atiqkah : "Kau tkmo ckp gitu ahhh,alamak."
.
I don't know what got into my head but today the most frequent sentence that i spoke is - Menurut firasat aku .......

And eventually,my 'firasat' didnt turned out my way because she came.zzz.
Chemistry was during the first period and it bored me to death.I haven't had a clue on what the sam hill is she babbling about.Tsk,it's gonna be a miracle if i pass chemistry,indeed it is.sheesh.
Art was next and Mr JayJaytheJetPlane just came back from jogging,i reckoned and myohmy,he was perspiring all over and walking around with beads of sweat trickling down his pits/face/hands like nobody's business.
CCD tickled me all the way and it was definitely better than the other CCDs that i had in the past years.Mr JayJaytheJetPlane was comical uh.

I was dismissed by 1215 and I was supposed to meetup with Ahma at bns after that.She,however was only let off by 1230.The irony here is that she finished school later than me but im the one whom reached bns for more than 10 minutes late.Situational irony,to be exact.{I wish Mr Edward reads this,he will be proud of me.Lol.}Okay,so Sakinah tagged along.She cannot resist me that's why she must follow wherever i go.HAHA!
& Ahma said the most random thing i've ever heard.Apparently,Sakinah was taking out her wallet and she suddenly burst out,"I love your wallet!"
-___________- Sakinah then alighted of at Sembawang station and i accompanied Ahma to FM skin centre.We walked aimlessly as we didn't know where is it located.We even had the staff in that centre to direct us through a phonecall.The staffs there were more than happy to see us.They really gave good service and made us feel comfortable.Had LJS for lunch and my dear Ahma kindly treated me.Thank you very much,love.We both were ravenously hungry and our lunch was kinda spoiled when there came in two ITE guys kept looking at our direction as we were eating.& it wasnt once but more than 5 times,i shall say.Myself,being the unlucky one was facing them.Tapi sape kesah, sental je lah makanan tuh.-___-

Kay so then i met Sakinah/Atiqkah/Aishah 50 sen.I waited for them at the Northpoint library for more than 15 minutes.& I finished off two books within that time.-________-I was burning with fury because im a very impatient person and just by waiting for atleast a minute ticks me off.I hate to wait.& i abhor myself for possessing that kind of character.I apologize for being discordant just now,kay people?(:

Aishah then went off with her 'friend' leaving the three of us.In the bus I had to say goodbye to my one dollar because earlier on,i made a bet with Sakinah.

Myself : "Menurut firasat aku,nanti atiqkah pakai baju warne merah beh aishah plak warne hitam."
Sakinah : "Kalau kau salah,kena kasi one dollar.Tapi kalau kau btol,aku kasi one dollar."

I somehow got the colours wrong.

Goodbye.& i miss Hoho.

whoop-dee-doo.

2009-04-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

Current mood-irate
Private blog-Updated soon.

I didnt attend school today because im worn out and tsk,my headache does not want to be separated from me.kay whatever.Feeling absolutely blue right now,hell don't ask me why.My momma took her own sweet time picking out clothes at the f pasar malam and myself,being an impatient person was rolling my eyes at everyone i saw/sighing out loudly/tapping my feet loudly/making sulky faces.Goodbye.

friend or foe.

2009-04-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

Current mood - Grouchy
Private blog - Updated

Im f unwell - having these major headaches as if something is constantly poking in my head.Plus,flu whereby at certain times,mucus will just flow out from my nose.Temperature is rising up and i have a feeling im gonna pass out soon enough.

I have been totally absorbed in this particular book {picture above} and holy cow,it is totally amazing.Adding to that,it's a unique romantic story which stands out from the rest of other love stories.I'm addicted to this book,geez.Thank you S.C for borrowing me this book.It's the best company yet since Friday night.

I wanna thank Amira Binte Toriman for slowly wiping out my moodswings.(:

syarahan,brother.

2009-04-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

I woke up at around 10am this morning and half-screamed.
I thought my mid-year examinations is the following day which is actually on the 4th of May.I immediately grabbed my handphone and checked the calender.wth,lira.
-____________________-

So as you can see,i've changed my blogskin,AGAIN!haha!
& later on,im going to Tamp stadium for some syarahan or maulud whatever you call it.I got to know from Sakinah that there are several other friends of ours whom are going for syarahan too.lol.
And whoop-dee-doo,3 of my friends are going as well.baek pe korang?;D

Okay,bye.

girl meets boy.

2009-04-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

Apparently,i just finished revising for Chemistry Chapter 1 only,so yey.-_-
I shall update what happened yesterday and today itself,yeah?

Yesterday : Art lesson tickled me all the way.Mr Jay Lim was hilarious in the way he spoke and all.He's just a funny and queer man.So we were released early from Art and i had to wait for the two VIP - Sakinah and Atiqkah.Sakinah showed us her new love which i bet if they happened to be together,i'll go O.O .Myself and Atiqkah had to wait for our VIP for 45 minutes because she had A Maths test to sit for.Then,me and my VIP headed down to Sakura at Northpoint.My VIP was very generous uh- she top-uped for me the remaining balance since i only had 2 bucks with me.Pathetic or whaaaat kan?Anyhoos,thank you very much uh VIP.(:Indeed we had alot to talk about while having our 4pm lunch.-______- Library was our next stop.Again i had to carry both my bag and the VIP's bag because my VIP decided to settle down at another place.So whilst she sat there as in to book the place,I had to fetch two bags and a file in my hand.Tkpe lah,dier dh blanje.ni kire aku balas balek jase dier.-____________-Minutes later,we decided to leave the library thanks to this particular woman whom was listening to an Indian song using her earpiece.Not that it matter though but i reckon it was at the highest volume and it was simply too distracting which equals to bugging me.Reached home at around 7pm.

Today : Woke up at around 1136am and i immediately grabbed the book which laid just right beside me and continued reading till 1pm.-.-".Met Nyla at around 130pm cos she missed me and happened to be at Woodlands so yeah.& thank you very much for having so much of concern regarding that day.i love you v v v v v v much. ;D Reached home at around 3 cos i don't want momma to go berserk.hah!studyyyyy till at around 6pm and believe it or not,i slept at 6pm-740pm.wth.Momma woke me up and said she was gonna fetch my toks from NKF.So now here i am,blogginnnnnnnng.I checked my facebook account awhile ago and there was this one application - What is your cute Japanese name?

Lira Nadiah, Your cute japanese name is Rira Nadeafu.
cute ehhh?-______-

ZieStarr is making me ravenously hungry uh.He just had LJS for dinner and he very well know im craving for that.haaais.Oh and it's the first time he said i love you to me.;D I really ought to be happy to have such good friends by my side.

& i just read Sakinah's blog.There's this one part which makes me laugh my ass off.

I wont die without you, again i'm not like you girl (;

Siol kau,ahaha!i very well know to whom is she referring this sentence.lol.

& so that explains why you created a new email uh?You know,i ever felt that way too.Wanting to getaway and if possible,changing my email,handphone number whatever i can change just to getaway from this.However,i guess this method will only work out temporarily because in the end,it's still stuck onto your mind.Sometimes i wish i suffered some memory lost so that i'll be able to disremember all of this heartbreak.But like what you said,it also means i wont be able to recognize my friends and sheesh,i do not want that to happen.In other words,i have to live with it.I don't blame you for doing this.I know it serves as a help for you to get going on with life.Just view things at a brighter and positive side,kay?You still have us,your friends and eventhough he will do best with or without you,trust me.We,your friends won't do best without you.Once you've read this,do give me a miss call yeah so that i know you have already read my post.i love you and im always here for you. ;D

hello syafiq!;D

2009-04-09T08:04:00.000-07:00

Okay,this post shall specially go out to Syafiq.
Since you often read my blog,so yeah.I'll just communicate with you through here,kay?

Im elated to receive your text message this morning when i woke up and im terribly sorry for not replying.Fyi,i haven't topup for more than 2 weeks.So i'll just reply your text message here,alright?(:

It's mundane here in Singapore especially knowing that my mid-year examinations is starting by next month.tsk,and i really have to work my ass off so yeah,pretty busy these days.Also,nowadays i get lethargic easily.hah,and i was already on bed at 10pm yesterday which for me,is super early.geeweez.& yes,im alright now thank you very much for the concern.(: Oh and of course im worried about you lah dey.Why you suddenly fall ill uh?Is it because of the condition there?Oh and how is the place over there uh?

I will always pray for your safety there,loves.<3
Eh,text me after you read this. ;D
& you should be honoured i write a post about you okay!haha!

!

2009-04-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

`DaRwIn NaSrIl - [b]aPe[/b] - TrAcEuR - [b]POWER sent 4/5/2009 2:04 AM:
aku tahu arh name aku dah keluar pat surat khabar, radio, television.
`DaRwIn NaSrIl - [b]aPe[/b] - TrAcEuR - [b]POWER sent 4/5/2009 2:04 AM:
jgn takot name kau pun boleh sampai
`DaRwIn NaSrIl - [b]aPe[/b] - TrAcEuR - [b]POWER sent 4/5/2009 2:05 AM:
jgn takot yer LIRA CURL!!!!!

I just signed into my live messenger and this is what i received.

-___________________- ,wth.

-Im gonna flunk my physics and maths test,definitely.

-I ran one big round outside school without stopping.

-Amore coloured my nails with yellow and orange marker.Hidayah and Amore wrote nonsensical stuffs on my hand.zzz.Oh yes,and goodluck in getting your Mr Hot,yeah?(:
-I spoke to that lad during recess and his actions were simply hilarious.Thanks to Sakinah whom once again,gave me luck.

-Iskandar and Rasyid kept throwing paper balls which i swear,almost hit my boiling point.

-Atiqkah was jealous cos her Alio kept looking at me without noticing her.Please dont feel that way,alright?You know i will never betray you especially with regards to him.(:

-Im unable to comprehend a single thing of what is taught by Ms Lim.Lira,you seriously need to revise!

Im worn out now and im off to chatting with AMAAA!Lina.(:

yeah.

2009-04-03T20:08:00.000-07:00

Some of you might find the beat familiar,am i right?
Because it's my message ringtone that's why.
I love this video and especially the last part,oh gosh you really have to see.
The guy with the cap is so cool.(:

Im going out later with Amore to her friend's birthday party.

What am i doing right now - Chatting with ZieStarr from 9 am till now which is almost 1230/Blogging at my private blog.

wowie zowie.

2009-04-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

ohh hello thereeeee.im super exultant today thanks to the loved ones.Before that,allow me to tell you how's my day like alright?It's gonna be a long post,so bear with me.

First period was Chemistry and tsk,it definitely was a bore.The teacher whom i shall not mention her name has a rather irksome voice which i couldn't possibly stand for a day.Thank goodness there was Amore beside to entertain me.I kept singing her this tecktonik song which goes on like this,"Don't know why,but when i look at you i come to life." over and over again.hahaha.She gave me that -_____________- look and just simply ignored me.zzz.

Second period was Art.Ms Melissa and Amore helped me with my handbag,thank you very much.(:

Everyone was down during recess time.Sakinah was stressing over Wanton.Atiqkah was going nuts over saliva(lol).Muya,i don't now what the sam hill was on her mind.And as for myself,uhhh.I don't know?tumpang stress pkirkan hal sakinah kot?After recess,i broke down for awhile thinking of (i shall not mention the name).Amore was such a dear to comfort me and yes,her advices certainly brought some sense into my head.During CCD period,she passed me a cute card done by her with this Simpson character drawn by her inside it.It definitely cheered me up and puts a smile on my face,thank you very much love.(:

Oh and we already received the dates for our mid-year examinations which falls on the 4th of May meaning im left with one month only.super fast,right?oh gosh.i better start mugging soon uh.I know i might sound mentally ill but im actually feeling ebullient knowing that exams are coming soon.why?because i'll get to spend more time with my boyfriend -notes/textbook/guidebook.=D

Thenthenthennnnnnn-Met Atiqkah/Sakinah/Muya outside their class.Baded goodbye to Atiqkah soonafter and headed down to Sakinah's abode.She wanted me and Muya to help doll her up because she's having her hot study date later in the day.She looked stunning thanks to the two fashion stylist which were me and Muya.cheeeeeey!hahahaha,jk.Accompanied her to wait for Wanton and went back home.

At around 530pm,Sakinah texted as she wanted to meetup with me for a short while.So i met her around 810pm at the bustop.She bought for me this pure chocolate drink from Coffee Bean,thank you very much.And woah,i do envy her because her date went on pretty well.They didnt study though.Mcm paham bwk notes setinggi gunung mane.Lagy actually planning nk bwk textbook biology,mcm p.-_____________-
okay now here is the best part.Sakinah wanted me to accompany her to the opposite bustop.& am i glad to do so because you know whyyyyyyyyyy!?!?!?HEEEEEEEEEEE.

j'ai vu ma bousculade chaude!

I won't further fill in the details but boyohboy,was i jumping over the moon when i finally did what im supposed to do.Thanks a whole lot to Sakinah for bringing me goodluck today.ily.

And now here i am,grinning from ear to ear like a lunatic.Oh and to ZieStarr,please do cheer up alright?You know im willing to be your listening ear in case you wanna let out your problems,loves.

GOODNIGHT BUTTOCKS.

uncle,my bag got stuck!

2009-04-02T05:01:00.000-07:00

Heyheyhey fellow readers!=D
miss me,miss me,now you gotta kiss me!hahaha.
its a line taken from one of a cartoon show but thanks to my stm,i forgot.
& yes oh yes,i know what you loyal readers of mine had in mind right now.
"Lira Nadiah changed her blogskin,AGAIN."
lol,pardon me people but i am easily bored with my blogskin.sheesh.

umm okay.so let's get serious right now.
On Wednesday morning,one unfortunate incident occured which caused me a huge embarassment.tsk,i was at the doorstep in the 911 bus and during that time,all of us were packed together like sardines.so yes,i was the unlucky one to stand right at the doorstep.The moment the bus reached our bustop and as the the door opened,my sidebag got twisted and as a result,it got stuck.Of course,i wasn't able to free myself because i was carrying a sidebag.and i swear all eyes were on me because i was blocking the way.sheesh.senang kate kalau krg tk fhm,beg aku tersepit.kay?-_____- whatever.The situation was tensed but thank goodness there was Sufyan whom atleast made it less O.O .yes,and i do have people snickering at me.tsk,thanks alot.& whatever happened in school,let's just not talk about it uh.

OHOHOH!and i dearly miss that cute lad - Ahmad Kholid!
I was on my way back to school when i saw this very short and cute looking boy hanging around the lift area.immediately when he saw me walking towards the lift,he followed along behind.cute kaaan?i reckon he was afraid to take the lift alone and decided to wait up for someone whom lives on the same block to use the lift.He was a primary one kiddo from Madrasah Al-Irsyad.I kept touching his cheeks and god,i swear i felt like kissing his soft red cheeks.it was super tempting.i dont wanna scare away the kid though cos he might think im tryna rape him or something.to top it all off,i miss him truckloads.):

There are some things which i wanna let out,but not here.
Private blog,people.

3 updates.

2009-03-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Friday Update :

Chemistry-I was pretty sleepy&bored uh but thank God there's Amirah beside me so i was less bored.
Art-Tons of work to do and im way left behind.
Recess-Sakinah wasn't present in school.So yeah,busy yakking with Atiqkah and Muya.
CCD-Got back our report card.My results were hunky-dory.I failed my Chemistry which sucks because i did study for it.Wth.& for the first time in my entire lifetime spent in Evergreen Secondary School,i passed 5 out of 6 subjects.-__-

After school-Decided to pay a visit to Sakinah's abode since she wasn't in school.Sakinah's cupboard was disastrous.I became maid of the day because i folded and hanged all her clothes.Tsk,sakinah is super indolent.
And i know within a few days,it's all gonna get messed up AGAIN.Then we headed down to Yishun to collect my spectacles along with her little loquacious sister,Nisa.

At home-Believe it or not,my parents were nagging at me over my results.I was miffed when poppa said my studies dropped.Showed them my effrontery behaviour by slamming my door.Like hello?Class tests and Common Tests are different okay.

Saturday Update :

Woke up at 130pm.
Momma wanted me to get myself a Chemistry assessment book since i failed in that subject.
Hence,we headed down to Clementi.& sheesh,we spent two whole hours in that bookstore.
I got myself -
`Chemistry assessment book.-________-
`Physics/Chem guidebook.
`Pen/pencil.
`Dora the explorer file.It's effing cute okaaay!
`Pink file.
My brother got himself this on japanese book where it teaches us on how to speak in Japanese language.Mcm phm uh dier.

Sunday update :
Woke up at 915am.
Cleaned the living room.
Finished my maths and social studies homework.
& now,here i am.

oh yeaaaah.

2009-03-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO!;DDDDD!
okay,you readers might be wondering why the sam hill am i so hyped up right now.oh well,only sakinah,aishah 50 sen & shak know the reason why.iv got renee to thank for the information.heehs.and i shall tell atiqkah first thing in the morning.oh,i can't wait.im jumping for joyyyyy!

Social Studies - alright?
English - Sat beside Hudzko and yeah,he entertained me alot with his silly stories.I received lots of information from him too.lol.Thanks ah dude.
Maths - Probability and soon,Standard Deviation.
Recess - New stories from Sakinah and Atiqkah,as per usual.lol.
Physics - Magnetism.Gerek uh,but i didnt pay much attention.Sorry Mr Goh Chee Wee.
Art - Alot of work to be done.Iv yet to complete my art work.sheesh.

After school-
-Sakinah's abode
-Woodlands Stadium{soccer with the guys}
-Thai Seafood restaurant
-Reached home at around 750

I was relieved that i wasn't required to bring my parents down for the parent-teacher meeting.First timeee uh in my whole secondary school life.baek eh Lira this year.eh mesti lah,kate Lira peee.(:
okay i know if my girlfriends are reading this,they'll give that -_______- look.Especially that Sakinah.-.-" kay byeee!

Influence.

2009-03-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

Someone pleaseeeee get this book for me?I doubt momma is gonna fork out cash on this book.Im prepared to starve in school for a month just to get this book,serious uh siol.I love Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen since i was young.I watched their shows,diligently save money to buy their books.Lol.I would really love to have that book in my hands.But before that,is it already in Singapore?]:

Anyway,school is gonna re-open soon which means get back to work.sighs.Okay parents are yelling.goodbye.

happy hours.

2009-03-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomgomg uhhhhhhhhhh.
Thanks alot momma for ordering me to attend tuition class today.i seriously loveeeee tuition class today.Why?

Details in my private blog!((((((((;
P.s Ill be blogging all about today and yesterday in my private blog.{winks!}
Only those invited people in my private blog are allowed to fill in themselves the hot,spicy details about it,so yeah.sorry.

Btw,thanks alot to Ziestarr for helping me out with my timetable.(:
Now i wont have to worry my ass off on what will i pack for Monday.

another day.

2009-03-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

Literature homework-not done yet.

Thank God there's some guide on the internet to help me with my literature homework.yknw what i did?i used my digi cam and captured pictures of those notes on the computer screen.baek eh lira!;D

Ni kalau Mr Edward Cullen tau,mampossssss possss possss possss siol.

Homework-
Malay wksht
Karangan at Litespeed
Surat kiriman rasmi
Literature homework
Physics
ART.

That's all i could think of.Anything else?=x

Oh yeah.im supposed to do a timetable on how i spend my holiday.
'yeeeeey.' -________-

1050-woke up.
1115-breakfast
1130-homework
100-eat/bathe
200-watched Home Alone!(:
500-homework
630-computer
7-tried on clothes. -_-
8-dinner
830-computer agaiiiiin

until now.

Oh and i chatted with Danny just now.He asked me which one is me in my display picture.& he commented Muyassarah's face mcm momok.LOL.busted eh kau.hahaha.oh shitttttt,im supposed to call love now to discuss about tomorrow.i can't wait for tomorrow,yessah like finally meeting her sia after months.sheesh.

Merriment

2009-03-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was all thumbs up.Everyone was merrymaking and some were trying to be funny by being squiffy,tsk.I supposed i did put on weight since some of my mates commented me like,"gosh,lira nadiah.you look kinda pudgy now." -_______- whatever.I was crestfallen to know that kiki wasn't able to make it because his still m.i.a,i reckon?sheesh.I would really like to know how is he doing right now.oh well.There was one part Syafiqah shrieked by saying there's a cockroach behind Syirah.The girls were squealing and when one of us took a closer look,it was actually a small black paper all crumpled up.wth.-____-
& i would like to thank that mr for sending me back home right before one.(: i love you people.
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Oh yes,i agree with what people say - revenge is sweet.I swore the thought of doing that never passed through my mind on that night.It was unprecedented,i shall say.I am contented with what i did but at the back of my mind,i wonder if this is sufficient?Let that be a secret between me and my girlfriends,alright?

Khair,it's as if history is repeating by itself.& it's only you whom is able to stop all this racket.

victory.

2009-03-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

{Sakinah knows very well i like this picture cos all three of us look innocent .Btw,im number 11!:D }

Believe it or not,we are the champions for the soccer finals!yeeeeey.baek kaper.everyone played well and with teamwork,we managed to pull through.Sakinah and myself supported each other during the game since we were in the mid-field.hah,7-11.lol.We definitely cant make it without the help of Muyassarah and Sakinah whom did the goals.Mummy Diamond did a great job as a goalkeeper.& thanks to the supporters as well whom were cheering on for us.i love this year's sports day,serious ah siol.:D

After the game,thank goodness the participants are not required to go up to the hall.The moment sakinah and i sat in the hall with all the other Evgians,peee-eeeeew!the smell was unbearable and we both immediately got our asses out from there.At the noticeboard corner,Sakinah and i baru nk feeling maen bola lagi beh shak ni uhhhh,buat spoil jeeeek.she had to return the ball to her friend.sedih siol.):

Returned home,i told momma our victory.chey,and momma says."badan kau tetap same je aku tgk.kau maen bola ke ape?"

thanks momma.-________-

I guess im pretty exhausted uh because i woke up at around 3pm.Im still tired though due to lassitude in my body.Momma and poppa went out to return the library books.And there was one time just now,someone pressed the doorbell.My brother and I immediatly peeped at the doorhole and the scary thing is,no one was out there.I mean,sheesh.How could that happen because we reached infront of the door in just few seconds after the doorbell ranged.okay,let's just drop the topic,shall we?

I'll probably start on my homework tomorrow.Somehow,i feel encouraged to do my homework since it's the holidays and geez.Maybe i'll do it till the wee hours uh?I went to litespeed few minutes ago but somehow,i can't locate any of the homeworks given.whatever.Oh and to people whom texted,im really sorry for not replying your text messages.I was asleep uh yesterday.Nyla just ranged me and pester me to go out tonight.=x

& to you,you must be wondering why i decided to cut off the conversation all of a sudden.i don't know whether the problem lies in me or you.I strongly feel that you are trying to keep things from me and it just annoys me when you say there is nothing wrong.Id much rather prefer if you are more expressive but sheesh.I cannot force you to change just like that,cant i?Maybe im just over-reacting or perhaps i am right in feeling this way,gosh i myself am clueless.You are making things obfuscate for me.Pardon me if i don't reply your text message.

Iv made up my mind-See you bitches later.

series of unfortunate events

2009-03-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

Common test results :

English-30/40

Mathematics-17/50

Malay-46/70

Chemistry-15/40

Physics-33/50

Social Studies-18/25

I was utterly disappointed with both Mathematics and Chemistry results.Especially Chemistry uh because I studied my butt off for that subject.My class was supposed to stayback to get back our Chemistry paper but knowing that i already failed,i didnt have the heart to look at my paper let alone touch it.sheesh.okay enough about tests,alright?

What happened today :

-I kinda shed some tears during recess uh -______-

My fault though anyway.I irated Sakinah by disturbing her non-stop and with her pontianak nails,she scratched and pinched me.I apologized and she gave me that 'yeah yeah' expression & i went - )):

Being a dear she usually is,she then came over and said sorry.I cried like one gundu uh.Im quite sensitive deep inside okaaay.Abeh tk pernah2 gadoh then aleh2 mcm gitu sape tk sedih peeee.-.-"

-Amore kept calling me pork butt and she made a noobie looking tattoo on my arm.zzz.

-Mr Jay Lim called me 'Trace Queen' because all my drawings are traced.hahaha.baek pe name?He talks in a funny manner today though.

-I miss MeanieMeanieMeanie.): Im totally sorry for making you feel that way yesterday.Ily.& i like the way Meanie said,"Eh eh si anak Badrulhisham ni."lol,pe saje lah tu anak Rahmad.

-Sharul told me he wanna be a commando when he grows up.And he kept giving those commando kinda poses infront of me during English period.Crazy uh.

What's with the word commando iv been hearing these days?Wah lao.

-Thank you to Syafiq for helping me to carry my book and uniform,lol.But thanks to you,you dropped my 40 cents and when i bent over to pick it up,it simply slipped out of my hands more than 2 times.sheesh!

-I have a hot crush on Psyclon Nine.

-Afif had a hard time calling me yesterday cos my area no reception.sorry.

-Lastly,goodluck to my team in tomorrow's soccer competition.

I don't mind losing though cos i just wanna have fun in tomorrow's game that's all.(:

After that,March Holidays.But tsk,only for one week.wtv.

random.

2009-03-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

-Thank you Darwin for that lame phone conversation,tsk.-.-"
-Amalina has been pestering me to try and get my ass on a bike.To me,that is the last thing i'll ever do on earth.Im a real chicken to get on a bike okaaay!
-Taufiq is being a nitwit.like c'mon dude.Just because i never meetup with you,then you are showing off attitude.wth.
-I miss Amira Binte Toriman.
-Im starting to get addicted to tecktonik songs.;D
-Lastly.14 March,people.

New skin lah siol.

2009-03-06T04:26:00.000-08:00

I promised Muyassarah i'll post about her today.lol.
Firstly,i wanna thank for her warm hospitality while i was at her house.
Sorry eh for all the troubles.Sayang kau!(:
Oh and pasal belanje tuh,i hope you will forget about it someday.
hahaha.jkjk!Eh and Muyaaa!Sialan kau.Aku lupe nk bawak balek sluar.Patot uh aku rase mcm tertinggal barang.-.-".Text me once you read this,okay.

I wasnt in a good mood today,actually.
Firstly,while i was in the 911 bus,there were 4 Evgians sitting right behind me.I pitied them because each of them did not seem like a proper human being.The term 'Monkey' suits them best.They were screaming and laughing mcm bus tu bapak dorang punye.I was on the verge of screaming at them to shut their pieholes off,seriously.Bingit siooool.

Secondly,my computer sucks and i really need a new one.
I deleted TONS of documents but to no avail.There werent any space left in my computer which leads to failure in surfing websites.Thank God now it's okay.But this is just temporary though.

-_______-

Thirdly,im ravenously hungry now.

Im having soccer training tomorrow and hopefully,mum lets me out.
Oh,and someone wanna treat me to lunch tomorrow.{winks!}

Meanie,i apologize for acting up that night.):

2009-03-05T00:30:00.000-08:00

Im exhausted.
& im definitely gonna flunk my common test especially Maths.
And somehow,im starting to miss 4Enterprise.

Aiyo girl.

2009-02-27T18:36:00.000-08:00

Common Test is on next Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday.
& i haven't been able to revise yet.
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oh and yes,yesterday whilst me and sakinah were entering the lift,there was this bitch whom blocked sakinah's way and she snapped,"AIYOOO!"It was loud and what's more irritating is that her voice resembles of a nyonya.sheesh.
Plus for the very first time,Sakinah was like so furious and she went,"AIYOOOOOOO!" back to her.Lol,i became her backgroud sound effect by adding,"Alamaaaak!What aiyoooo!"hahaha.i thought Sakinah was the chill kinda person whom always ignores this kind of turn-off attitude.lol.Blame it on the weather uh.It was f sizzling hot yesterday and i swear my armpit was sweating like crazy.-______- That's why our moods were dampened.
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Eh Nylaaaa.make sure that night will go super awesome okay?
Trust me,i really need it uh babe.Meet you guys soon,alright?Loves.(:
OH!Im so sorry Anwar and Zaki for not replying your text messages yesterday.
I was kept busy yesterday till i totally forget to reply.=x

MSS luh siol.

2009-02-25T19:04:00.000-08:00

Imma good girl whom always attend Andalus every Sunday.

Padahal-padahal,selalu sampai one hour late.-___-

Monday-Finally,my art teacher said something pleasant about my 'traced' drawing.
Tuesday-I had an unforgettable dream.
Wednesday-Had soccer competition and syukur alhamdullilah,we won.(:
Thanks to the supporters whom continuously cheered on for us & also to Shameera,our so-called coach.haha.
Thursday-Stuck at home right now.Having a major headache due to the f hot weather yesterday and also because of some particular reasons which only Sakinah and Adi knows why.sheesh.I was supposed to have Macdonalds with Amirah today,gee.Im so sorry babe.Next week okay?Called Meanie just now and suddenly,i lost my mood.Dont ask me why,i myself do not know.=x Anyway,thank you very much for your concern.loves.

& yes,to Afif.Iv had enough of you,okay.You claimed that after 4 years of waiting for me to accept you and it's all just fruitless effort.And because of that,hereby you wanna end our friendship.Please be reminded that during that period of time,i was with my boyfriend alright.& you know that very well,dont you?Did i even ask you to wait?You were the one whom willingly wanted to.Sheesh.You just cant simply force me to develop my feelings towards you uh.Come'on.You are going on 18 but yet,your thinking level is similiar to a child of 8.I didnt reply your text message because my prepaid was down uh.And there you go,assuming all kinds of nonsense things that you can possibly think of.& trust me,even if it takes you 10 years,i wont fall for you still.Thank you very much.

& i really wanna go to Asyraf&Dan's gig this Saturday but i have to go to my cousin's birthday party.))))):

Goodluck on performing,guys.<3

I have a date with my girlfriends during the March holidays.yey.=D

And im starting to love dancing thanks to them.heeh.

Plus,'someone' dyed her hair hot red.Maot uh yuyun.-.-"

______________________________________

;I cant no longer lie to myself.

A sudden breakdown,i shall say.

I'll just type it all out in my private blog.

Good day,people.

necropolis-wedding.blogspot.com

2009-02-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

One word to describe my day today - sucky.
It's in my private blog if you wanna know why,so yeah.

On Saturday at around 1115pm as i was walking back home,guess who the sam hill i saw?Yuyuuuuuun uh!The moment i laid my eyes on her,i was taken aback and the next thing i knew,i was screaming.yes,screaming.We lost contact since secondary two.& thank God i finally found her.& of course,thanks to her i reached home after 12.-_______-

Apparently,im over the moon yesterday that finally Meanie is back abode.Was otp with Meanie till 315am.Meanie is interested in puisi which i find it woh.Meanie's malay language can be described by this one word - power.Meanie also told me the definition of love which i find amazingly beautiful.The puisi that Meanie wrote simply brought tears into my eyes and yeah,i cried.-.-".
Meanie is one of the wisest person iv ever known in life.
i love Meanie.(:

I got soccer training tomorrow.
I wanna improvise on my Literature subject.
I've yet completed my Literature homework.That Edward Cullen is gonna strangle me uh.
I wanna otp with Amalina.
I miss my brother's old self.
I love my mother.

COME HOME SOON.

2009-02-14T00:50:00.000-08:00

Disappoinment- To know that you found a new one.
The thing that cheered up my day - Physics test.(:

& please.Do not leave things on my doorstep.Why the sam hill would you guys give gifts for Valentine's Day.Don't you even know we cannot celebrate it?tsktsk.

aku happy uh.

2009-02-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

Momma bought myself and Amalina handmade rattan handbags.
ThankyouThankyouThankyou momma.(:

I had soccer training yesterday and i pretty much enjoyed myself over there.
Kak Atiqah says they are forming a soccer club as a CCA in school.
Since i don't have any CCA and i really do need one,perhaps i might consider uh.(:

2009-01-30T19:54:00.000-08:00

My poppa and brother had an altercation yesterday and for the first time ever,he slapped my brother right in the face.My poppa is a sweet father though.When he was tucking my brother to bed,he uttered the word sorry and kissed his forehead.I reckoned he felt guilty uh.Poppa saw me studying yesterday night and offered to grab an energy drink from the fridge so that i can study.He even massaged me at the back to waken me up.lol,cute kan.He says he will support & continue encouraging me in going to junior college.Not only that,he gave me 2 dollars cos i FINALLY pass my maths test.

okay,i love my poppa.

thats all for now.i ought to shower now cos ill be meeting sakinah/muya/fadora later.

this week.

2009-01-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

Last year peh raye.
Im already missing my long hair uh siol.

TOMORROW IS AMALINA'S BIRTHDAY!((((:
Im craving for Nasi Ayam.
I just ate marcaroni soup-the soup isnt like any other ordinary soup uh.
Sakinah's maid uses briyani sauce or smth as a soup.
My face was like O.O when she mentioned the word briyani.
I love this week.
My momma has been starting to treat/communicate nicely to me.
My pop-pa gave me 10 bucks yesterday for improving in my studies.
I have tons of art homework that iv'e yet to complete.
I wanna revise Physics cos theres gonna be a test & Mr Cheewee says its tough.urh.
Believe it or not?
I pass my mathematics test for the first time in 2 years.
It's either Junior College or Ite Simei for me.Nothing else.
I reallyyyyyyyyy dont wanna go to poly uh,seriously.
I failed to change Sakinah's blog layout.It was disastrous,sheesh.
Im out of abode tomorrow as i'll be celebrating Sakinah's birthday with Muya & Fadora as well.
Im sorrrrrrrrryyyyy Taufiq for not replying your text message for sucha long time.gee.
I wanna complete ALL my homework today.

okay bye doofus!

baaaby kalisah.

2009-01-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

I miss her alot.
& back then when my hair was long till it hits my bra strap.hahahaha!

Happy 37th birthday Habibah Binte Hashim.
She's my mum,you noob.
& Happy birthday Rohaizal Khairudin.

Bought blueberry cheesecake for my mum.
My dad gave her 300 bucks as a birthday present.-___-
Sungguh tk romantic.Oh well,i know what is she gonna spend the money on.
Shoes/Clothes/Bags/Eyeliner/Lipstick
Confirm punyeeeee!

This week i managed to go otp with Ferryandi.
happy uh siol.
I was like spilling out everything that happened to me.
I miss that goody-good-good friend of mine.):

& thousands of apologies to Alip,Aim & Taufiq for not replying your text messages.Especially Alip,keep on texting and texting.-.-"

Yesterday,watched Bride Wars with Sakinah and Fadora.
& I cried.Fadora cried too.lol.
Im not like Sakinah uh.She doesnt have feelings that's why she never sheds any tears during sad scenes.HAHAHA.jkjk.
Then i rushed home because later in the evening,i had ngaji class.
There's this one adorable K2 kiddo at my ngaji place.
Her name is Kalisah(i wonder if the spelling is right.).
I looove her eyes.It's as if she is wearing eyeliner when in actual fact,she's not.
She gave me two bubble gum yesterday and she said she missed me.
heeeeeeee.typing about her right now makes me miss her too.gee.
& yesterday my conversation with the other kiddos suddenly leads to Hannah Montana.
I told them im not interested in it.

Me:Kalisah suke tgk cerita Hannah Montana?
Kalisah:Taaaaak.
Me:Kenape?
Kalisah:Hannah Muntah.heheheeeee!

Lol.cute kan dier?(:
And she gave her giggly laughter and smile widely.i swear i felt like kidnapping her and bring back abode.
If she's my little sister,ill definitely manja her with anything that she wants.lol.

Random-
1)Fadly says if i do well in my N levels,his gonna bake a cake for me.
hahahaha.cute lah gitu eh.heh.
& if you pass your driving test,ill just treat you bubble tea lah kay.
hahahah.maot eh?
2)I just checked my physics quiz and i should have gotten an eight instead of seven.thanks alooooot Mundzir for helping me with that quiz.*winks.
Believe me,if it wasnt because of him,i would have failed and required to stayback for a re-quiz.zzz.
3)Khairi,if your reading this.I hope you'll understand what im tryna say.

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-> (__ O/___//__)

HAHAHA.cuteeee kan?((((:

& its been more than a week since you last came back.
Wonder how are you doing right now.Hais.

dumb.

2009-01-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

Firstly,i would like to thank Faat for updating me all about Syafiq's whereabouts.
Tomorrow is Haizal's birthday.geeweez.
im sorry for not replying all your text messages,people.
pepaid low uh siol.
& !
I PASS MY CHEMISTRY TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
((((((((((((((:

Syafiq.

2009-01-20T23:15:00.001-08:00

Fuck uh to my face.-.-"

Many people cried in school today,including myself.i cried on the way to school,during lessons early in the morning.i sound like a depressed person huh?whatever.

God,please save him.God,please save him.God,please save him.

Im sorry i treated you that way before you went off.

I regretted it and it's a lesson learn for me.

All i can hope for,is a miracle to happen.

I dont care if your camp has finalized that your dead.

I believe you are still alive.

Somewhere out there,in Korea.

My one week.

2009-01-16T16:04:00.000-08:00

His songs are equal to - addictive.<3>

I guess I'll be using the computer once a week depending on whether my parents will be off to mlysia or not.I have alot of things running through my mind right now.hah.

I wonder how you are doing right now in Korea,whether your still alive or not.Im praying hard for you.
Im having a flu and my mucus is yellow in colour.sheesh.

Abeh/semangat/tgk luar tingkap/-where have you been?
Handling two now.
I had a heart-to-heart talk with little brother regarding parents.
Momma is supportive of me going into ite.she seems excited.weird.
Sakinah's spectacles is with me right now & momma seems jakon to see her spectacles.

Your birthday is on Jan 24th.
I detest my new maths teacher.
Someone asked me out for a spin around spore on his bike.I didnt reply him.
Someone by the name of Aim wants to be my friend.whatever.
ShannLing showed me Marilyn Manson's picture.I screamed.His hot okay.
I managed to complete my chemistry paper without having to look over at other papers beside me.
Sylph likes my new haircut.thanks. ;D
Im becoming more studious now,believe it or not.
I cant wait for momma to buy for me my drawing block.
Thank you atok for the pill yesterday.
Amalina named sakinah as 'bulat fishball'.lol.
I miss my dear sisters.
I miss chatting with ferryandi.
I miss Syafiqah.
Kakak says sakinah is my lesbian partner.id rather jump off the roof.
Momma says Amirah is getting taller,lol.
Kiki sounded really sick.i wonder what's wrong with him.
I sneezed alot yesterday whilst i was eating my chili crab.
Im listening to BM right now.
Im meeting Sakinah later to pass her spectacles.This girl is always giving me headaches.-.-"
I cant believe im on talking terms with shadrina.lol.Happy Birthday anyway.(:
I cant be bothered to log in to friendster.
Im starting to love facebook.
& lastly,im happy we're together.lol.

Aim this year : To prove to you that i'll be successful eventhough your not here anymore.

Time now-1225pm.im editing this post cos im boreeeed,you see.i just came back from meeting Sakinah a while ago.She's such a sweetheart by bringing for me this panadol box for flu&cough.Mcm tau je aku tkde obat pat rumah.-.-".Had Bubble tea and i saw Asyraf.Sakinah then pointed out something hilarious.Asyraf was in the center with his brother behind and i-dont-know who infront of him.There were three of them basically.and they were walking in a row.Mcm army gitu,beh diam je.tk toleh ke belakang ke ape.their expressions were serious and solemn.i was wondering,drg ni nk rembat org peh sial tu psl muke gitu.lol.Kekek siol.

I think im gonna start on my homework soon since sakinah said i shouldnt use computer for sucha long time.lol.Sakinah mcm aku peh motivator uh.Dier suroh,baru aku buat.hahaha,maot eh.

okaaay bye gundu.

What friends are for.

2009-01-10T17:53:00.000-08:00

I've not been updating for a while.thanks to my dad for tying up the wire with a rubber band.im now home alone whereas the rest went out to johor for some grocery shopping.so i cut off the rubber band and here i am,using the computer.sheesh.I was out the whole day yesterday.

Met sakinah early in the morning.
Met amirah & shann in the mrt and then off to sbg.
Met sakinah,muya & yueming at tamp interchange.
Met Nyla dear under block 317.

& MUYA.thanks to you and your irritating balloon.my friend saw me holding that damn thing and he told me he was laughing like mad.wtf siol.Sakinah wasnt in the camera mood yesterday because she was afraid that if we take her picture,my camera might break into pieces.-.-"

& I know you do worry about him.Let's just hope for the best,okay?

I dreamt of haizal yesterday.tsk.It was pathetic,trust me.I went online in msn and i saw him online.his pm states "I ONLY ADD GIRLS IN MSN AND FRIENDSTER.I LOVE HOT GIRLS AND FRIDAY NIGHT BITCHES ARE SIMPLY TEMPTING!"He then pm me and asked if i wanna bake a chocolate chip cookie with him.-____- i decided to give it a miss and he insisted on making a cookie.Few minutes later he came knocking on my door and handed me a small cookie.I didnt wanna eat it because im afraid it contains any sort of poison.so my mum snatched the cookie from my palm and gobbled it down.She said it was fabulous and ordered me to learn how to bake cookies with haizal.wth.yes,its lame.whatever.

My random wish-I wish i have an elder brother.

I have yet to complete my homework.sheesh.I wanna meet Amalina today.I got tons of things to tell her plus i miss her like jrgbusvbag.

It's an old song,i know.i love it though.

First day in madrasah.

2009-01-04T03:59:00.001-08:00

I cut my hair again at the salon.It's super short right now,a little tiny weeny bit above the shoulder length.I decided to cut so that i wont have to tie up my hair before school.3 years been tying it up and im sick of it.

I then headed off to religious class.It's sucky alright.The moment i stepped into the class,theres this strange peculiar smell.Mainly because my class is mostly occupied with boys.urh.Why cant we have separate class like those years before.urrgh,whatever.The relief teacher went through each and everyone's report book.And when it comes to my turn,he punches his fist high up in the air and cried out,"LIRAA!POWERR!"& he told the boys,"jangan maen2 uh dgn dier.dier dpt nombor satu."-.-",i received weird stares but oh.whatever.
After class,went straight abode.i planned to finish up reading my library books by today.heeeeee.tomorrow's school and im already feeling dreadful.sheesh.

& khairi says he's gonna blanja me makan tomorrow in school.baek kapeeee.scandal aku dok ni budak.HAHAHA!lols.

you're online and im glad that i dont have any butterflies in my stomach.it goes to show that im finally moving on.God bless me.[:

Beach wedding.

2009-01-03T03:07:00.000-08:00

I dreamt Sakinah had her wedding with that somone at the beach.It should be me having that wedding,sheesh.-.-".I became one of the girls wearing those hula or whatever you call it thingys around my hips and dancing around like an idiot.you knw those hawaiian girls something like that uh.mcm bodooooooooooooooh siol.
Sakinah gets in my way at times.
Iv been wanting to dream about that since last year.
First kiki,now this.
-___________-

naseb baek kau kwn baek aku.lol.

First day in school.

2009-01-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

School went on pretty okay today.I defintely need to work hard this year.sheesh & i wanna cut my hair tomorrow cos its getting out of shape.urrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.I made up an action which is a form of saying goodbye during recess time.Sakinah wasnt into it,sadly.& Muya said there is something stuck into my nostrils,wth.AKU CHECK TKDE PON.-.-".Ms Solomon complimented me saying im looking as good as ever.(: heh.how sweet is that?I rarely received that kinda comments,mind you.

I went to borrow books from the library just now and i swear im gonna be engaged with it till midnight.hahaha.khairi called my handphone unexpectedly and my momma says we're probably gonna head off to malaysia tomorrow.Again.whatever.otak blank.goodbye.

My all time favourite-L'Ame Immortelle.<3
Some of you might probably recognize the introduction because it used to be message ringtone.LOL.

2008-12-29T01:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday night's plan was postponed to this week.not sure when,so yeah.im glad it was postponed cos poppa wasnt working yesterday night.which means i cant go out.=x anyhoos,my night was spent watching dvds and otp-ing with siti wahidah.i sure do miss her alot uh.tpi aku tau kau tk rindu aku kan.zzz.tu gile kate nk msg aku niari,tk msg pon.-.-"!
i went to collect my spectacles yesterday and whoop-dee-doo.IT WASNT READY,WTH.buat penat je aku pegy.tui.& khairi just mentioned that lagy bagos aku call dier smlm daripade kluar.-.-"sorry i didnt call,yeah.& to atiqkah as well.geez.

Tomorrow's plan of going to downtown east with cousins has been cancelled.wahsey.ape nk jadi eh byk plan cancel.hah.and right now under the void deck,a mother is calling out continuously for her daughter,"NISHA!NISHA!NISHA!"pukimak lah.dengar ni name skit peh irritating.pekik kalahkan tarzan siol.aku nk buang air pon tk senang luh.cb.

this video gets me cracking up.lol,tue kutuk tk sadar diri.haha!

atok and cucu.

2008-12-28T01:57:00.000-08:00

Conversations between me and my grandfather.

Conversation One
Grandpa-Nadiah,nanti kejap lagi atok nk pergi England.
Me-Hah,ye ke tok?Atok gi sane nk buat ape?
Grandpa-Nk jadi mat saleh.
Me-mat saleh?
Grandpa-Aah,mat saleh kurap.
Me-hahahahhah!abeh atok bwk nenek gi England?
Grandpa-Nenek kau,aku campak je gi Africa.

Conversation Two
Grandpa-Nadiah,mari sini.
Me-Ah,ade ape tok?
Grandpa-Nah amek ni 5 dollars atok kasi.pergi beli rokok.heheh.
Me-O.O okaaaaaay.

hahaha.they just left moments ago.my grandmother eats like a child which i find really cute.rice grains were all over her chin.lol.i pretty much enjoyed their company staying here.I miss amira binte toriman and siti wahidah binte sumali.]: im gonna collect my spectacles later in the evening and i absolutely cant wait for it.& im meeting my fellow mates later at night and i dont feel good about it.

Geeweez.

2008-12-25T20:01:00.000-08:00

Goth/Historical ladies.
I adore their historical dresses and umbrellas.<3>

Thursday-Jb with relatives.

My primary 5 cousins were a fun bunch of kiddos.they simply make the trip enjoyable.they entertained me alot and i had a fabulous time.we played soccer in Giant and we pushed our trolleys all around the place like as if they are mad dogs behind us.Definitely the center of attraction among the people.but do we look like we care?hell not,noobs.lol.anyhoos,we have a new nickname for my little brother.

from 'leopard'{we stripped off his shorts and he was wearing a leopard kinda underwear} TO 'mustachio-ne'{satu corner misai tipis lagy satu corner misai tebal.lol}.

Friday which is today-.-".- Spectacle hunting.

Iv purchased a new pair of spectacles.it has butterflies at the side of it.and i loooooove it.thanks momma&poppa for sacrifing alot for me eventhough i didnt make you proud of me.they forked out alot of money for me and yeah.i feel terrible.=x they rebonded my hair,new spectacles,camera,swimsuit and theres more in fact.Lira,lira.hais.

Im currently waiting for my parents to come back home with my grandparents beside them.uhuh,these two elderly people are gonna spend 2 nights with us.not only that,tomorrow morning they are out to Jb which means,im home alone!((((: too bad my mustachio-ne brother has to accompany them.lol,which means i wont face any disturbance while using the computer.hahaha.

okay finish.

new one.

2008-12-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hello hello hello.as you can see,iv just created a new blog.this is my second one.the other one is made private.so only certain close people are able to view.anyways,my day went shitty actually.thanks to amirah though for her words of encouragement.it helps alot and its indeed a wake-up call for me.ily.nevertheless,im still hoping for a miracle to happen eventhough i know,its impossible.-.-"

and theres this one lad whom i recently knew.doesnt quite possess the looks but theres something about him which makes me go,heeeeeeeee!
okay tk perlu.-.-".ill shall end this post now.goodnight idiots.